Friends

Breaking up with friends has become so common.  Falling outs with girlfriends especially. But what do you expect?  We're living, breathing, bleeding creatures. 

Recently I took the liberty of unfriending & unfollowing someone that I really thought was a "friend".  She made herself overly available, trying to convince me that her only intentions were good.  After much thought and careful observation, I noticed that I was merely her tool to get what she wanted from her employer.  Her employer being someone I really care about and look out for.  It's been a long time since I've been taken advantage of-- I'm very careful who I allow into my life.  I don't regret this flakey relationship though.  I really learned that sometimes, you have to pity people that are voiceless and manipulative. That's why I chose not to say a word to her.  She can continue talking shit about the people she surrounds herself with.  I choose to rid myself of any negativity and bad energy.

Earlier this month, I had to back out of a very sensitive situation.  I had agreed to be in a wedding that doesn't embody what love or marriage is.  A close friend of mine asked me to be her maid of honor.  When I had accepted, I never really thought about the history that led up to this wedding.  In all honestly, the relationship was bad.  All she had to say about her fiancé,  were negative things-- possibly even things she should not be telling people about her man.  After months of my heart telling me it wasn't right, I finally gathered the courage to voice my opinion.  She didn't take it well.  She was actually extremely petty about it.  Going around telling mutual friends, that I was pretty much not their friend.  Immature much?

Anyways, I don't have time for this.  I'm fucking happy.  I don't need to be burdened by worrying so much about people that aren't real.  If you love me, you love me.  If you hate me, go ahead and hate.  I end everyday with a smile regardless of your drama.